Table for two

I fogot what it feel to actully have a 'Hi or 'Hello' conversation with a real guy. I mean like actully a real guy. A guy that you can imagine yourself having a real talk sitting there drinking coffee for hours and just have a purely chat. Its a long time since im in any relationship. Its funny to think it all back. so childish so puppy love so not gonna happen again. Im like whats wrong with me? Im sick and tired of this immuture games of male and female when they started trusting each other. Im i ready for another one of this ? Just hoping it will last , surely it wasnt enough. so what do i want. Okey i know. I want a real Man , got me. A MAN ! not another freak boy. I want a muture relation. can i ?